23.

Thank you for the gift of life, love, and family.
I have nothing more to ask for I feel so blessed to feel all the desires of my heart from my family and friends.
But only one thing If I may - Pls bless the people that surround me. Please grant my family Your loving grace, grant them with good health and safety. Im always the happiest when I see my loved ones happy at all times. I care more about them.

Thank you for all the experiences I've been through. You were with me during my biggest downfall and you know how much frustration I had. I seldom talk to you yet when I tried to ask for your help you were always listening. You offered your hand, and through your unconditional love I was able to rise again and view tomorrow with a brighter smile. Im always a renewed person everyday because of you.

Thank you for the wisdom. I may not always be at my wisest, I always make stupid decisions but you never failed to make me realize my mistakes. If this is one way for me to learn, then damn those stupid mistakes, come near me failure and I will never be afraid.

Thank you for giving me the patience and understanding I can always hold on to. Sometimes I tend to crack up, go off my deep end, but you are always there to remind me to take it easy.

Thank you for being always forgiving. I am a confessed sinner. I make a lot of sins. I always offend you. But why can I still feel your presence? Thank you for not disowning and not neglecting me. Im trying to draw back near you and once Im on it, I will never let you go anymore. Please help me, show me, guide me to the correct path.

Thank you for the many wonderful opportunities, For the many people who can appreciate what I can possibly do. Thank you for those people you made to believe in me.

Thank you Dear Lord, for always making me feel the silence of your love that my heart is shouting of gladness. Through that, I am able to share your love to many other people as well.

Thank you for the whole 23 years of celebrating your goodness. If getting older means knowing you more, then how I wish tomorrow is my birthday again.

My room

At looooooong last! I cleaned my room!

I dont usually clean my room but I don't know what was with me that time why out of the blue, I finally decided to pity my room and have it cleaned. That was the day I only realized how disaster my room had become.

So i started cleaning it, wiped my aircon's filter, changed my pillows, throwed my bulk of photocopies and paper works from school that were scattered everywhere and finally, my room looked entirely different than before. I missed taking a picture of my room before it looked like this, my bad.

Happy 16th Monthsary!

I would kill myself if I will let this day AGAIN pass without greeting her. Really!!

Today, we celebrate the 16 months of our love and LOVE.. Have I said it twice already? and LOVE... now thrice.

And I cant think of anything special to give her because we are far from each other's arms. You know, LDR? 

But, thank goodness, I am still coming up with ideas (read: romantic?) of how to celebrate this special day with her, though I must admit, im already really acting up baduy and corny and whatever word to suit my case.

So I know, and no one needs to reiterate that there is no poet in me (im trying), yet, i came up with this poem due to my love thats overpowering and I just cant stop myself of saying how much this girl means to me.. And here's the poem which I put on a video (with me doing the voice over.)

To my one and only Lhen, thank you for allowing me to love you. You're the best thing that happened into my life and I will never ever get tired of showing you that I do really love you. I love you so much! (More than Anne Curtis, I swear!)

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MY LIFE’S GREATEST HAPPINESS

Love is like entering a jar of fools

When we allow ourselves entrapped in the pit

Even though falling into makes us vulnerable to being hurt

Yet, it remained never ceasing, and worthily fighting

But our heart is one heart

Whatever that made you cry, made me weep

Whenever you lamented, I suffered and mourned

But I can give you all my heart, just please don’t tear it apart

You are my air that I breathe

The Neverland in my beautiful dream

The radiance, the spark, the shimmer

In you, my life will never be the same again

Lhen – My honey, my heaven, my everything

I Love You, my life’s greatest happiness