Not a beatiful sunday

Its a beautiful sunday..

Not until...  %#^%#^##@!!!
I really cant get it to my nerves everytime I think of what had just happened few minutes ago. I really hate people who's so insensitive to what you feel. Its like, "cant you understand I wanna be alone rightnow so pls get out of my way!" But look, the more I escape from them the more they push theirselves to me.

It all started when... okay... *taking a deep breath* I was awake the whole night and slept at 8:30 AM after doing some tremendous stuffs in the internet (you might now know im a trying-hard web developer and I usually spend a lot of my free time searching codes and scripts which I will just trash in the end. Don't you know how bad is that? )
So there, I was opt to wake up 12 noon for a very important appointment in the mall with someone having only 3 hours and a half sleep.

Then here comes someone trying to lit up the fire in me.

Its now 1:45 PM, I cancelled my appointment and instead of being at the mall, here i am on my desk...blogging, This is how I handle pressure. Rather Speak my heart out here or answer that person back.

Yeah I cracked up, I went off my deep end. but... *taking a deep breath again* now I think, im all set with my composure that I lost, a bit. No one should ever really mess with someone who haven't gotten any decent sleep.

I am just about to start my day, and hoping that this will not mess up my entire day.

Insomniac

It seems that I've been very wakeful these days. Its passed 12 midnight as of writing this entry and hey, I should be sleeping right now. I turned the radio on for the sake of copulating the soundless night, but it didn't help.

Could this probably be the effect of my drug intake? I guess I can read your mind but thats not all about it.

I looked up wikipedia and heres what I found out.
"Insomnia can be caused by mental fatigue, by the timing of sleep, or by stress."

Hmmm... lemme give you my own version of that.
"Insomnia is being caused by working as a call center agent from the stress of dealing with irate customers."

Now im getting more than what I deserve to be in the callcenter.
Im off to work tomorrow evening doing that same old shit.

Timecheck, its now 1:51 AM. Im running out of words rightnow and gonna reserve some tomorrow for another day at the callcenter. Im all set to bed, so pls wish me for a very good night sleep.

Whats inside my kaleidoscope

I usually don't feel like posting stuffs like this in the internet, dunno what even pushed me to register here but it is worth a try. Like what they always say, everybody will all have their firsts, so as this first post in my blog.

My freakin' kaleidoscope.
A kaleidoscope is a tube of mirrors that when rotated creates an arbitrary pattern of beautiful symmetric graphics. I love how that gadget works, it fascinates me. More about kaleidoscopes can be found in this blog. No, its not the gadget, but the approach.

My blog will try to afflict what life is all about. That its you that will decide whether your life will be one of the brightests, or the darkests. Just exactly how you rotate the slope of the kaleidoscope.

Im looking forward to knowing what my kaleidoscope will exhibit as time goes along. Though it will not always be as colorful and as fascinating as i want, but, anytime, we always can spin around and twirl the slope of the kaleidoscope.